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Sunday, July 04, 1999

431pm. Independence day I see. Is that what we are up to here. You needed this website all out there now. Right now. I was wondering about it AND FEEL your reasoning a lot clearer now. Should I send a copy to anyone as well? Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ for all You are and all that You share with me!!

Thank you Son!

"I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy..."

Monday, July 05, 1999

431pm. Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ for all you are and all you share with me these days. I’m flying again with all that you share with me.

You do need to complete it all today Son. You need to get the Government started and then also finish the web site. It’s not necessary for you to do it all now. Since a nap would do you wonders; BE here with us now!!! Know and feel all as it is, and know all creation shares this moment with you so they may feel the first of Our dreams through your visioning!!!

Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ all for the Glory of Father, Son and Holy Ghosts, Amen.

Tuesday, July 06, 1999

1230am  Wow so I did finish a lot today.

Yes Son, the web sites were very important. You will be surprised to find out how many people have needed this information you are giving. All you need to add to it is the Government suit. What you may not realize is that you are providing everyone with a clear method for dealing with the ALL the government. Most of what you are dealing with is the standard procedure throughout the system. More bureaucrats do the same procedure for getting their way than you could ever know.

You will need to complete the suit tomorrow and begin to work on Cleopatra's as well. No worries, be happy. And do get it done Son. The Government stuff needs to be filed really soon. Go to sleep you need to work tomorrow too!!!

709pm  So I've got models running for Caesar again and did all day with him at his office. I guess I could be checking or setting up some more right now but I've just talked to Brutus. Yea, well it's our first chat since his last visit. He evidently was just back in town last week. Everything turned out great with his company, and his trip. He was just sitting down for dinner and offered to call me back later tonight. I don’t really know what I want to talk to him about or what I'm thinking but I do feel some anticipation.

Son what else has crossed your mind and what else do you feel?

Well I feel really intimidated talking about this or anything at all and might revert to writing which maybe easier???917pm

"You ask how my day was, you already won me over... don't be surprised if I loved you no mater what you are... you are so much braver than I had thought possible. You are the bearer of unconditional things for us all to share and love here in this world we have created together...."919pm I never felt this healthy before... I am aware NOW!!!"

Son what are you dreaming of now? Don’t be surprised that I love you for all that you are... don’t forget it's all your fault, I couldn't help it!!" kiss fm the best variety of music 921pm@ "lookin in your eyes I see a paradise, this world that I found is too good to be true.. put your hand in my hand you will never let go.... and we can build this dream together!! Nothing is gonna stop us now!! Stand in this song forever... nothing is gonna stop us now... when this world all falls apart ... all that I need is you!..."924

I'm so glad I found you, Brutus, Capenticus, Abel, and all!!! I got the Atlantis conference invite for '99. And Brutus asked me to get us tickets. So Brutus you're my first volunteer committee member for the Atlantis city!!! And I need to reply to Lynda's letter and request free tickets for all the committee members. Beginning with all those invited to it last time.

Wonderful Son, now what are you dreaming. Yes, you know, everyone is working together... so write about it.

So government and taxes all change their function, from discussions and indecision, into production. All the experts and politicians become true file clerks! With the internet making all the decisions and their job is only to make THE INTERNET. So now all taxes, items and expenditures is publicly available on our TV's and internet where voting on items is based on an equation = SUM(time in Tampa + time in FL + years old - (yrs-55)x2(if yrs>55) + (yrs in school)x2 + (yrs in self-employment)x 1.5 - (yrs in GOV)x4 - (prison)x6 - (traffic tickets)x2 + (happy dependents)x9

We get the point... "stop explaining .. don't tell me cause it hurts" 942pm kiss fm radio

You love how much we talk to you threw the information we share... oh so you forgot to write about you taking Satan's job and replacing the Government system entirely. With all construction, contracts, business, relationship, ### and $$$ are all PUBLIC INFORMATION, easily accessed anytime on radio, TV, phone computer etc...!!!!

No one hides anything?

947pm "don’t you forget about me" next song on the radio

Son you are starting to get the picture and see it more clearly than you know. You've seen yourself running that business for years. The whole city run as one unit, shared infrastructure and resources. ONE library Son, you've dreamed about that for EVER!!! So has everyone else TOO!!!

951pm "she's into superstition" 1130pm. Wow, this is a trip. I'm dreaming about the next Atlantis conference. Wow I felt Cleopatra there again.

Son, stop hurting yourself. She will always be everywhere with you because she IS In you still. She will be born to you when she dies. And then you'll love her again more than ever before. Your next love will be a new. So tell us about love and Brutus! You're building a new fantasy there. There is nothing more powerful in you dreams now... especially since Brutus is beginning to see it too.

You have no idea how good it is to set Eden and Rome together making it work to build Atlantis. You guys could build it all exactly as you've envisioned over and over again. You've given him the wild stuff but still never got into any detail. How else wiil Brutus Rule Rome, and you bring Eden to Rule out government to build Altantis RIGHT, but you won't still for a while.

Wednesday, July 07, 1999

950pm  My crazy dog woke me up again. She's going wacko over the thunder. Course she always hides when I'm not home is I never know why she won't hide now. I tried to bring her into the utility room. But she still was crazy. So now she's got a muzzle on and is outside again. Yes, I feel bad, like I'm cruel to this poor little dog. Sure let her inside with me and she'll hide under my bed or something. Not barking anymore or whinnying I guess. But she still drives me crazy...

I've been thinking and feeling Cleopatra a lot again. Like thoughts about how Rob might have pressed and talked her into this nasty thing she's done. Not likely, even if he had wanted her for himself since the day he met her. That still wouldn’t make a man so cruel and unreasonable.

No most of her actions are of a bitter unstable woman. Which is really sad because whatever I do will not be very nice in the least. Not like that's any of my concern. I've tried to talk and reason with her, she's still a control freak and won't have anything anyway but her own way. Its also sad how good we were for each other. Capenticus and her own mom even said that... like the two closes people we know. Which might be why I thought she was put up to this because the break and the events that lead up to it were very maliciously orchestrated. Almost clearly planned to bring what she wanted.

I guess that will be a very interesting court case as well. I've also felt like she loves me and pushed me away so I would complete what I started with the Government and then she'll know I'm real and come back to me. That's a really selfish asshole thing to do too. I mean a real woman would stand by her man and make sure he did what he needed to do. Not run and hide from him.

I guess either way it's not my concern. I need to do and complete as I've set out to. If it's done alone so be it.... if not then we'll be as we need and can be. I'm always ready to love and be as I need and know God wants me to be.

Thursday, July 08, 1999

1102pm. So another wild ride. I met another lady online. Pretty pictures again and seemingly very nice on the phone. She's got a little girl Christopher's age. She's a computer network person, working on PC's all day long. We chatted a bit online and then we talked an hour or so tonight.

Am I going to fall in love again, Thank You Dearest Loving Lord Jesus Christ?

Isn't that what you want and asked for Son?

Yes I did, but I'm not always sure I can get anything that I want?

Son you always get everything you want. Just not always "when" or "how" you want it. You need to get too many other things done Son. It's kinda important for everyone for you to get on the ball again. She can help. So can everyone else, and everyone everywhere. You just have a lot to do Son. And you won't do any better if you get all caught up in another lover. Sure love, have fun, get out and all, but get your focus and get it all done as you need to.

Wednesday, July 14, 1999

943pm. So this craziness goes on?

Yes Son and it's just beginning. You are more involved than you realize, and need to begin making it all happen. It's not that hard, just do it. Yes we've said this over and over to you but you've barely started. The website is great, and only a small start. You need to bring in the discussions as we've asked now.

You know what we mean, you were over doing it tonight and you've over done it with Othello and Brutus. You need to do some more to get more work. Like the web won't make any money either until you do more work on it as well. Yes, you are and can do more... it's just a mater of time. It's nothing very difficult, but you can't play so much and not do anything

Thursday, July 15, 1999

1210pm but why must it be so very crazy and stressful and all as well. I mean, it's a wild crazy world and I'm smack in the middle of everything??? What a pain in the ass this is for me... I wish it were more simplified and easy to deal with, instead of all the crazy crap I seem to deal with these days  

Friday, July 16, 1999

4:55pm So I've been reading a little bit, working a little. And feeling lonely and missing Cleopatra a LOT!!! I've met another lady or two online but nothing too much yet. I mean, nothing nearly like Cleopatra. I still feel really angry about what she did. Like very low and deceptive even.

But then I feel she did it so I would learn and strive for what I want more than ever. I guess that's what I read out of Walter Starkey's Summer newsletter. Interesting enough he focused on loneliness. I tried to speak to someone else about it and found I had all the answers already... but I'm still very sad.

I really loved that woman, and so did the kids, she was very mature and responsible about a lot of things... or she fooled me really well...

5:50pm Of Course she came online a few minutes ago. In and out in a few minutes. I can never write her again, she started the BS about a "stalking" charge... Like she's got no grounds, but writing her again, may give her something!! Lol... Not going to happen I guess...

Saturday, July 17, 1999

6pm. Wow, nothing really going on. Why am I sitting here??

Yes, that's right, you're always searching for the real thing, you're holding the key because you believe it.. you're right where I wanna be... You bring the Spirit Alive... No fear Son, know you are here to make this change that all creation needs. And you can do it. And do it all yourself.

Son it is all you've dreamed. You've all dreamed the same thing and it's coming threw stronger and stronger as more and more people listen.... " Ya gotta be cool, Ya gotta be calm, Ya gotta be together... listen as your day unfolds, challenge what the future holds, go ahead release your fears... gotta be bad, gotta be bold, Ya gotta be wiser. .... all I know is that love will save the day..."

Every breath you take every move you make ... I've been with you... And all men essentially dream the same thing and make their own vision and we'll all be One together soon, AS it Should BE!!!

621pm I love you Dearest Love Lord Jesus Christ thanks so much for all you are and all that you share all for the Glory of Fathers, Sons and Holy Ghosts!!!

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