I've kinda avoided this, but here it goes
When I was a kid, I was overdosed
with materialistic power and control. I had the gang, built and
sold bikes, and go-carts before I was 10. I spent most of my time in the woods
building, exploring, getting into trouble... That was way up in northern
NJ when there were still woods and farms outside of NY, before it turned into
total houses. If it was organized and structured, it was the enemy
threatening MY Woods, and needed to be defaced, destroyed and otherwise messed
up....
Years later when I experienced some
other things I've posted earlier http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/starchildawakening/message/152
I actually began to work in
school. In my English class we had to write an original
story. This was the very beginning of writing for me...(never
stopped lol) So I wrote a story about coming home from a party through my
woods. This big party was crashed by the cops again, and we all scattered
out to escape them. No one but me would go through the woods at night,
course I knew every tree and stone better than I knew my own brother.
My story started with how I stopped at
this big giant rock to rest. As I sat on the edge of this big round
smooth rock, about 20' across; there right next to me this "hatch"
opened up? It was like the rock that I've sat on countless times
was suddenly a space ship. Sure I'd been partying all night and everyone
else always talked about hallucinations and such, so fine it was about time I
had one....
I just sat there and watched as this
little fellow came out... He turned to me and we started talking.
Course my first question was "how did you do that"... I
remember him describing how they could move between the spaces in atoms.
Like between the electrons and the nucleus. And since there were such
VAST spaces between these in everything in our universe they could easily move
and be anywhere without being noticed by us 3D folks.
So my story went on and on about all
this. It was almost like I was trying to learn new tricks or something
from this little guy. I remember the teacher just loved the story and was
perplexed about how much detail I got into. I also remember someone
asking me to describe the little guy. Like we must have split up into
groups or worked in teams since this was a year long project we had; where we
would write for the first 10 minutes of class each day. I remember this other student told me to make
the little guy green with antennas or something and I remember how offended I
was that he wanted to make it into a comic book character.
Course I've not thought of this in
years... and now I remember asking the little guy about hiding inside of
me, since I was only atoms as well. It
seems like they should be able to go through me easier than a rock. He
said it wasn't possible because of the multiple dimensions that I was. I
didn't believe him, and insisted. SO he did, and I could feel him inside
of me. Actually, now I'm not sure if he was a "he, she or it"
but I do know since then, that I've had visions and experiences of this
kinda experience with a lover.... lol.... maybe much like Heather
did a while back http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/reconnections/message/27986
So anyway... my point... All
this Star Kid stuff is cool and groovy and all... BUT having been through
countless layers of this forever (it seems), the one thing that I've learned or
understood from Ground Zero... is that I am HERE NOW. And I am here
Now for a REASON. And wasting my time trying to be anywhere else is just
fooling myself and avoiding my responsibilities HERE NOW!!!
Not that exploring all these things isn't valid and helpful for us to
understand ourselves more.... But honestly if we focused on Love and
Peace with as much energy and power that people put into space (mars trip
comes to mind, and video games) this world wouldn't have any Wars, hunger
or sickness!!!
Oh and I'd hate to say this. But knowing
this power first hand.... I will say, if there is anything negative
inside of us at all... then we are adding energy to the war
efforts! That is why Seth and countless gifted
writers talk about clearing ourselves first!!!
Matthew 7 http://bible.gospelcom.net/
"Why
do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the
log that is in your own eye?
IMHO
Namaste
er;-)
----- Original Message -----
From: 
"erix" <erix@t...>
Date:
Fri Jan 30, 2004 6:36 am
Subject: Re: [starchildawakening] The
Starchild Project
I've kinda avoided this, but here it
goes.